Tuesday, June 29, 2010

My Beautiful Anointing

I recently came face to face with jealousy, anger, and hatred in the form of a person physically assaulting me. Their intent was not only to cause me physical pain but I believe they wanted to break my spirit as well. I must be honest... I was hurt, physically and emotionally but, thank the Lord, not spiritually. I believe this experience has helped me to trust God and know His love for me on another level. The physical attack was not a result of me saying or doing anything wrong... but I believe that it was simply because of... Who I am, Who I've become, How I live, and the things that  I will no longer tolerate as a part of my life. Please hear me... The Anointing that has been placed on my life CANNOT be choked off, beaten off, talked off, wished off, nor even prayed off of my life... Before the light was separated from the darkness, before I was placed in my Mother's womb... God had already determined my destiny, He had already walked out my steps, He had already purposed my life and placed the Anointing, that CANNOT be changed... on MY life.  I now, am sitting at the table that has been placed before me AND my enemies, My head has been anointed with oil and my cup is  running over... Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me ALL the days of my life and when it's all said and done... I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Thank you Jesus, for my Beautiful Anointing. Thank you Anthony, (My Husband) for your love and support during this difficult moment, You are truly a gift from God. 

Living my life, embracing my Beautiful,

Pamela Ferguson-Jennings


  1. This is truly beautiful. You have realized that what God has for you it is for you and no one can take that away from you. Continue to be strong in the Lord and don't let others steal your joy. The devil is using every means possible to attack. You are holding to the one who can and will secure you and make you strong. Remember, others are watching to see how you handle situations. You did a great job. And know, God always sends us an escape (a way out)! Love you and continue to be blessed. Cindy J. Ferguson

  2. Wow! Thank you for being my "ram" in the bush. Thanks for the open heart, ears and arms. Thank you for being obedient to His Holy Spirit and for being here for me, God is faithful and He knows just what and who you need... and this time... It was you!!!

  3. God knows what we need and when we need it. I'm grateful I was able to listen and then pray about the situation and all parities involved. I know you were also praying for them. I may not be the one who will or can reach them to help mend fences. However, I will continue to pray about them. This situation has got to change or many will suffer or get hurt in the process of the hatred.